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| xanga... omFg. how the hell have you been? pahahahaha.
i can't believe this.
sssssshhhhhhhhhwierd! uuuh i love the SF. nuff said.
i used to be SUCH a fucking loser though..
read all these seriously.
you'll die of laughter.
really don't read them all or you will die.
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| okay i'm really bored and yeah i read Alex & Morg's entry so i'm copying them lol. but mine might be a little more sad and depressing then theirs
family
well... lately it seems kind of like i don't have one. i am CONSTANTLY fighting with my mom, seriously it's non-stop. i can barely be around her for 5 minutes without us yelling at eachother and me threatening to leave and never come back... nice. My Dad is even worse. his doctor put him on medicine for his blood pressure so he doesn't have a heart attack and insisted that he cut down the drinking. of course my dad is stubborn and could care less what anyone tells him to do. so he drinks the same amount, every single day basically all day. he's more grumpy then ever and he just turned 50.. so there's nothing really good to say about that. my brother lives here still but i never talk to him, still. i don't know why we've never been close.. we used to it kinda sucks having someone who is your blood releative and knowing hardly anything about him. the same goes for my sister, she lives in lubbock still and i haven't talked to her in like 3 months.. my mom wants me to go visit her but if she doesn't have time for us, why should we make time for her? she acts like we're the bad family who never goes to see her, but we all have jobs too. well thats enough about that.
love
this one is most deffenitly a tricky one. my boyfriend moved back to stephenville about a month ago... we fought-broke up-i kissed another guy-told him-fought worse-got back together-and are trying to make it work. so far it's been okay we're slowly getting over everything and trying to move passed the.. past. it's hard to get over things that jurt alot, and i'm really beginning to see that. lately i've been completely depressed like 24/7. i see michael alot, atleast 3 days out of the week but when he's gone it's like my whole world ends. i cry like randomly for no reason.. it's really pathetic. but really it just sucks. and i don't think he misses me the way i miss him. i hate being so far away from him. not being able to see him whenever i want, or whenever i need him he's 2 hours away. plus it seems like i'm always the one wanting to talk to him, or text him and he's always the one busy or wanting to do something else. i hate it.
work
i work like 5 days out of the week which isn't that bad. work is the only place i get to socialize with people. i'm making sort of okay money.. it just depends on the night and how busy we are. there are deffenitly nights that i hate work more then anything, and i would rather die then go back but.. i get over that and suk it up. lol. yeah.. it's not so bad.
that's about all there is to say about my life lately... if you read all of it i hope you didn't get too annoyed with my complaints. byee | | |
| i haven't wrote in here in a long time. and i know that most likely no one is going to read this. and if you are reading this you probably don't know me and were just scanning pages. but oh well i feel like writing while my clothes are in the dryer. ha. okay so like my away message just said i've come to the sad realization that my boyfriend in the only person that i can truthfully call my friend. he's the only person who i talk to on a regular bases, and the only person who i know i could call at any second of the day if i needed him. i used to have so many friends, like in middle school and even up until 10th grade, it was like i didn't have to worry about being bored, or atleast not being alone. but now if im not with him, i'm with myself. there's nothing wrong with this though, i love him to death and i have fun with him. and he is my best friend so we get along really well, it's just sometimes i wish i had friends that were girls, that could better relate to me. so anyways. the main problem with this whole only having one friend thing is sometimes when i'm with him it's like i'm just there, just another routine part of his day. i would never say he doesnt care, and i would never say he doesn't love me, but i could say that he takes me for granite. he knows, or atleast he thinks, i will never leave him. that i am forever his, and as far as i know thats true, but theres a problem with that. because the way i'm treated sometimes makes me feel like he knows he can be an ass to me and i'll just let it pass. eventually i won't and thats the scary part. i tried talking to him about it, he just gets mad and says im making stuff up. thats just adding to my point though.. oh well i guess whatever happens happens. hopefully things will change. i'm done now.
just because he's so darn cute..... this is my kid, MAX. this is when he was like 2 months old.... so precious
and this is more recent.... he's 5 months now. still cuter then your dog. =]
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| welllllll i haven't updated in a long time, and i have like 10 minutes before i have to leave for work so i figured i would update now. let's see ummm christmas was alright.. didn't get a whole lot, but there wasn't anything i really wanted. i got like 300 dollars though.. but i dont even know what i spent all that on. i got a promise ring from michael. that was deffenitly my favorite thing. =D umm on Dec. 31st i got a CAR. yeah of my ownnn. no more driving my mom's p.o.s purple intrepid. but it was NOT a christmas present cause i'm paying for it.. but that's okay cause it's mine. lol oh and it's a 2001 rodeo. hmm what else... new years was okay. i was just with Michael, but that's where i wanted to be. we drank Welch's Sparkling Grape juice. lol yes we know we're cool. ooooh i got straight A's on the 3rd six weeks. that was pretty exciting considering i haven't got straight A's since like elementary school. i'm proud of myself. hmm that's about it. besides work.. which is the same boring.. but i don't want a new job cause i've gotten pretty comfortable there. and plus i got a 50 cent raise.. not alot but you know. and i'm getting a few more hours each week too. which is still not alot, but it helps. Yesterday i took michael to look at apartments i swear we went to like 100. one bedroom apartments rent is freaking exxxxxpensive. like.. for just one person i don't see why it's so high. but he's supposed to move here sometime between febuary and march.. so hopefully we find something that he can afford before then. (if you know any places in the north richland hills / bedford / hurst / ect. area let me know) soooo that's about it. life is pretty good. okay i'll update again.. sometime.
leave me comments. <3
Oooh && Tuesday is
Me & Michael's
*7* months.
how exxxcitingg. =]
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| LOL people on the computer are so pathetic.
okay like.. 3 days ago this girl (yourx3cutee) IMed me when i was away and was like "hey this is mog ( morgan its my nickname for her ) will you send me pictures of you and michael to my email?: monyislove@yahoo.com. i wanna make you a picture thing for myspace." of course i didn't send pictures because i knew it wasn't morgan and it really kind of freaked me out someone wanted pictures of me and my boyfriend. and then today this happened:
yourx3cutee: hey
yourx3cutee: <3
monyyyyyy: hi?
yourx3cutee: its morgan =]
monyyyyyy: no its not
yourx3cutee: mony?
monyyyyyy: yea
yourx3cutee: its mogula ?
monyyyyyy: no
yourx3cutee: yes
monyyyyyy: no
monyyyyyy: just no
yourx3cutee: ?
monyyyyyy: your not morgan
yourx3cutee: your being weird.
monyyyyyy: she already told me this isn't her screen name.
yourx3cutee: ok.
yourx3cutee: im sorry but the whole act on myspace saying michael is your boyfriend needs to stop.
monyyyyyy: lol.
yourx3cutee: not fucking kidding.
monyyyyyy: mk.
monyyyyyy: who's this?
yourx3cutee: his friend. the pictures of "you" and michael isnt even you. its a diffrent girl.
monyyyyyy: lol. sure.
monyyyyyy: and whats your name?
yourx3cutee: im shure you have no proof either.
yourx3cutee: doesnt matter what my fucking name is
monyyyyyy: oky well first off your retarded cause if you were michaels friend you wouldn't know who morgan was
monyyyyyy: cause he doesnt even live in fort worth
yourx3cutee: wow i know that
monyyyyyy: and all his friends live where he does.
yourx3cutee: wow. i know michael is a very handsome boy but .. dont try
yourx3cutee: cause its not even worth it
monyyyyyy: lol. your really pathetic.
yourx3cutee: and you only have one picture wow.
monyyyyyy: lol no i dont i have alot.
yourx3cutee: shure.
monyyyyyy: k then why am i on michael's myspace?
monyyyyyy: and why are you a pathetic cunt?
monyyyyyy: and why are you wasting my time?
yourx3cutee: your a liar.
monyyyyyy: lol. okay. your a loser.
yourx3cutee: just take the 1 picture you have on your myspace off.
monyyyyyy: no thank you.
yourx3cutee: FAKEEEE
monyyyyyy: lol.
monyyyyyy: really, do you have no life?
yourx3cutee: at least i have a REAL boyfriend.
yourx3cutee: prove it.
monyyyyyy: lol okay thats nice good for you. i have a REAL one too
monyyyyyy: and i dont need to prove myself to a pathetic loser who likes fucking with people on the computer
yourx3cutee: FAKE
yourx3cutee: FAKE
yourx3cutee: WHY WOULD YOU DO SOMETHING SO STUPID.
monyyyyyy: lol okayyyyyy.
yourx3cutee: you dont have more pictures. im sorry but thats such a lie. cause your really not his gf. so its not possible
monyyyyyy: so if your "michael's friend" whats' his last name?
yourx3cutee: what so you could be more of a stalker.
monyyyyyy: oh yeah im a stalker.
yourx3cutee: funny how your ignoring all the picture ims.
yourx3cutee: wowww
monyyyyyy: im not sending you pics of me and my boyfriend you fucking freak
monyyyyyy: your kinda creepy.
yourx3cutee: TAG THEEM FOR ALL I CARE.
yourx3cutee: I JUST WANT YOU TO ADMIT YOUR FAKE!
monyyyyyy: i feel like your stalking me.
monyyyyyy: maybe your like in love with me or something.
yourx3cutee: i feel like your fake.. yeahh
monyyyyyy: but im not going to give you pictures if i don't know who you are.
yourx3cutee: what the fuck am i gonna do with tagged pictures ?
monyyyyyy: jack off to them, i dont know. your the creepy one.
yourx3cutee: JUST ADMIT IT..
yourx3cutee: its not that you think im a stalker its that you dont have any. its okay you can say it.
monyyyyyy: lol your getting annoying
yourx3cutee: you are to. considering your a fake.
monyyyyyy: okay.
yourx3cutee: why do you show at least one with your face showing considering you cant see your face.
yourx3cutee: and tag it.
monyyyyyy: because i don't see the point.
monyyyyyy: everyone who is actually my friend or his has seen us together so i really don't feel like dealing with you.
monyyyyyy: im sorry you lead a meaningless life, but don't waste my time./
yourx3cutee: wow an excuse for everything
yourx3cutee: just say you dont have one.
monyyyyyy: lol. i do though.
yourx3cutee: then why dont you send it.
yourx3cutee: cause you dont?
monyyyyyy: cause your freaking me out.
FIRST OFF they do NOT know Michael because he lives in Stephenville and doesn't know anyone here.. so none of his friends would know i have a friend named Morgan that i call Mog. SECONDLY if you are this person, honestly i feel sorry for you.. you really need to get a life because they one you live in now makes me very sad for you. stop being a pathetic loser please. thanks.
<33 mony.
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